miss abe quinto!

032707

2007-03-27T05:12:00.000-07:00

a lot of things bother me. sobra. about the past, yung mga issues ng mga nasa paligid ko, problems ng ibang tao, mood swings, my future, and so much more. plus, i'm bored. grabe, sa sobrang bored nakafinish ako ng thick book in three days! tindi. ewan. masyado ako naaapektuhan ng problema ng iba na when i really come to think of it, di ko naman dapat pinapakialaman at iniisip. but i'm concerned and i care for these people that's why i'm affected. minsan naiinis na nga ako eh. yung mga dapat hindi na kasama sumasama pa. asar. kaya lalong lumalaki eh. grr. basta. naiinis ako. nagtatago pa. i thought we're FRIENDS. tapos may taguan pa and sikretuhan! plus, di ko na alam ang totoo. i don't want naman to take sides kasi they're both close to my heart pero totoo nga ata yung blood is thicker than water. haay buhay. i have so many things inside me.

021607

2007-02-16T02:09:00.000-08:00

valentine's day passed already. uhm, di naman ako sad that day or di naman din ako ganun kasaya, yung tama lang. nung start nga nung day parang ordinary lang. well, i'm happy kasi we won third place sa interclass quiz bee (sooo PROUD.ü). and as a class, nagcelebrate din kami that day ng valentine's day - in our own special way! : ) we called that day, Single's Awareness Day or S.A.D. for short. hehe. cool no?ü as usual, party nanaman sa classroom. and ciempre, we had fun... sobra! : ) 3-9 pa? dyan ata kami magaling. haha.

Actually, our days together are numbered. sobrang lapit na magsummer. AYOKO PA. sobrang naattached na ako. : ( di ko alam paano next year. i mean, paano ko iaaccept yung new classmates ko next year? would there still be parties katulad ng ginagawa ng 3-? aww. time's so short when you're having fun. oh well, sabi nga ni agnes... "deep friendship doesn't need communication". haaay.

020707

2007-02-07T03:51:00.001-08:00

we had the most awaited PROM last saturday, february 4 at the PICC, the Forum. it was fun pero parang may kulang. di ko sure kung ano. siguro i expected too much or overly prepared kaya the day itself medyo... ewan. basta. pero it was nice naman. : ) the venue was big. much bigger than last year. pero i think maslively last year. ngayon kasi parang ayaw magclap ng crowd kapag sinabing clap. basta, ganun. peo despite all that, maganda pa rin lahat! : )

confirmation din namin today. : ) yay! pwede na ako magpakasal! hahahaha. JOKE. grabe, ang haba, from 8 to 11. kakagutom! haha. nung start ang gulo, as in. pero okay lang. basta maconfirm kami, di ba? : ) masaya kasi afte lunch 1 subject na lang tapos homeroom tapos dismissal na. yung iba nga na confirmands umuwi na e. sayang, sana umuwi na rin ako... oh well.

about the problem i've been always talking about dito sa blog na 'to... all i can say is that, i'm happy now. : ) much happier. i mean, kapag nakikita ko sila magkasama, yes, may butterflies pa rin ako sa tiyan and kahit ano pang nafeefeel ko pero still i have no regrets. ewan. ngayon, parang unti - unti ng nawawala 'siya' sa kamalayan ko (yess, ang lalim. haha) or di ko na siya masyado pinapansin and napapansin. kasi siguro masmadali kapag ganun. may song pa nga ako sa nangyari sa akin e. haha. gusto pa. oh well. yung song ng sugarfree. yung "kung ayaw mo na sa akin". sakto talaga siya e. pero not the whole song naman yung some parts lang. : ) like, "ang kahapon ko ay bihag pa rin ng alaala mo..." parang despite of everything na nangyari and kahit anong mangyari, lahat - lahat magiging memories na lang. talagang memories na LANG.

oh well. back ulit sa projects, grabe sa dami. bahala na. kaya ko 'to! :) haha.

2007-02-07T03:51:00.000-08:00

we had the most awaited PROM last saturday, february 4 at the PICC, the Forum.

december 28,2006

2006-12-27T22:34:00.000-08:00

we watched "john tucker must die" last night. OH MY GOSH. kakakilig! waah. : ) haay. and i was struck dun sa isang line na sabi ni kate spencer (yung bidang girl) na " i was invisible for so long... that it felt good to be noticed" grabe. tamang - tama ako dun! pero sabi nung mom niya, "you chose to be invisible and thought of it as an easier way" teka, did i choose to be invisible?! uhm, i did not! well, sometimes. pero, ewan. depende. invisible... saan?

siguro, the whole situation i was experiencing the past few months, yun na nga yun -- pertaining to the line said by kate. i was really overwhelmed. di ko naman siguro first time pero it was the first time na may mag - exert ng ganung effort for me. narealize ko na lang na "oo nga noh, masaya rin pala" after nawala siya and the whole "thing". oo na, masakit and all and bitter - bitteran na ako pero that's what i felt and currently feeling... pa rin ba?! hmm.. and will be feeling pa rin? haay, buhay. sabi nga ng brother ko, "parte 'yan ng paglaki." hahaha.

oh well that movie, i can say, made me move on and hopefully, forget everything. : )

at least, kung sino man siya, di niya alam na alam ko. (gets?!) kasi siguro double yung sakit kung sakaling alam niya. basta. i'm still lucky pa rin. : )

teka, di niya nga ba talaga alam? or nakakakuha na siya ng hint? oh my gosh.

120406

2006-12-04T03:11:00.000-08:00

sometimes, i feel like a hypocrite. kasi lagi kong sinasabi i must move on... blah and all that stuff pero everytime i see them together, i fall apart. : ( is it really natural for me to feel that way or am i really overreacting? totoo nga talaga yung "thought" or yung kasabihan na kung kelan lang nawala ang isang bagay dun mo lang siya maappreciate. oh my gosh. it hurts. : ( hai. hahayaan ko na lang silang maging masaya.

bakit lagi na lang ako yung nagpaparaya?

sana next time ibang scenario naman.

sana next time ako naman yung maging masaya.

sana next time di na ako magsisisi.

sana next time masmaappreciate ko pa yung ginagawa nung ibang tao para sa akin.

sana next time pahalagahan ko na rin yung even the smallest things.

sana next time di na lang ako basta biglang bitiwan at iwan after everything.

sana kung sino man yung next time ko, masmaghintay siya and masworth it.

sana may next time pa nga talaga.

i just hope na all of these will end soon. sige na, bitter na kung bitter.

110606

2006-11-05T22:05:00.000-08:00

haay, pasukan na. parang gusto ko ng pumasok na ayaw ko pa rin. i don't know how to handle "it" anymore. masyado na ako naaapektuhan! : ( the more i try to forget it, the more it affects me! bakit ganun?! i remember, before pasukan, i asked for an inspiration.. tapos binigay siya ng Diyos (yep, i really prayed.ü) tapos ngayon.. wala na. wow, masakit pala. mahirap tanggalin ang isang bagay na nasanay ka na.. nakakamiss. yung every night maghihintay ka na tumunog yung cellphone tapos hoping na siya yun... see? kahit umasa na nga lang eh.. or bawat ring ng phone, wishing na sana siya rin yun. haay.. mahirap maghintay sa wala. i thought wala lang, madali makalimutan. oh well, i'm absolutely wrong. kelan kaya ako makakamove on? will anyone please, help me?

anyway, we were at the province (bataan and zambales) for almost 4 days and siyempre, masaya. : ) uhm, kahit ilang days lang makalanghap ng fresh air (just like what i said sa multiply ko). and makalayo sa "city". pero hanggang doon, dala ko yung geometry and trigo homeworks and english sonnet - baka sakaling mainspire eh! haha.

life's hard. i just want to cry, but i won't. wah.. ayoko na. this is killing me... thinking na each day i still have to deal with the same dilemma. what can i do?! i'm helpless. grabe, drama ha - kailangan ata eh. ito pa malalala, walang may alam.. ako lang. abe, be optimistic. everything happens for a reason. : )

102906

2006-10-29T06:31:00.000-08:00

hai, sem-break na. pero parang gusto ko pumasok na ayaw ko pa. haha. gets? oh well. back to my drama thing..

oh well, sabi ko ayaw ko na but still. nasaktan nanaman ako. why am i feeling this way? so hard ha. (ang arte!) haha. first time. ayaw ko na maulit. swear! i don't want to feel again what i'm feeling right now. mahirap magbingibingihan at magbulag - bulagan at magpretend na wala akong alam at walang nararamdaman kahit deep inside i'm really hurt. : ( or like now, kahit na i know something mahirap pa rin magpretend na i'm neutral and happy about it pero ganun pa rin, i'm hurt. gets? basta ganun.

wala man lang ako masabihan na, "oh my gosh! meron na pala siyang iba.. kamusta naman 'yon?!" i mean hello? kahit sobrang babaw and all kailangan ko pa rin i-release what i'm feeling inside. i need someone who'll undersrtand me and di ako ijujudge. : )

i found something last night sa isang friendster profile ng friend ni alica.. "...hoping time would make me realize that you can never be mine and maybe, learn how to smile about it" i think, that's what exactly what i should do. learn to forget and learn sa nagyari sa akin and i should start moving on and go back to my "normal" life. : ) kasi naman noh, for a week or for so how many days, i THOUGHT i was feeling the same way. i thought nga ba talaga?

ayoko na. i should take a break. haay. life indeed is a rollercoaster. nakakapagod na rin.

102206

2006-10-21T21:58:00.000-07:00

hai. sooper roller coaster! in a minute, ang saya.. tapos in a second ang lungkot naman. ewan. ayoko na. masyado na ako nagugulimihanan! week by week parang nagiging worse. gusto ko na magsem - break para makalayo lang kahit sandali. yacks, drama! hahaha. ang bilis lang ng third quarter, 28 learning days lang.

ito na lang, sana.. how i really wish.. di ko na lang siya masyado na- push or naasar masyado sa kanya. ito pa yun eh, ako lang yung may alam nung thing na yun. ouch. labo, magulo - wag na masyado intindihin. malay ko, baka blessing in disguise di ba? i really hope.

100506

2006-10-05T02:40:00.001-07:00

oh my gosh. it's really over as in over. back to normal na ang lahat. ewan. a part of me is regretting it pero siguro may reason kung bakit nangyari ang lahat. from what they know clueless ako and all that... pero hello?! sooper halata naman. di naman ako siguro ganun kamanhid and stupid at di malaman kung sino. siguro mabuti na rin na di nila alam na alam ko. gets?! hala, bitter. hahaha. ano ba? hindi naman masyado. pero ouch din. basta. di ko na lang alam ang reaction ko kapag may nakabasa nito. so far, wala pa naman kasi akala nung iba i stopped updating this.. di ko alam kung ano pumasok sa isip ko at dito ko pa sinasabi/sinusulat lahat. grabe, halos buong quarter din toh ah. kasi naman, magfocus na lang. kung ano - ano pa kasi ang iniisip!

basta today, i feel bad and sad. : ( i feel down and lonely. hala, lahat na pala! hahaha. parang everything started sa PE class nung first quarter and then, natapos din sa PE class ng second quarter... haay, buhay. kamusta naman ako ngayon?! para akong binagsakan ng mga bato. buti nga kaya ko pang magsmile. pero di nila alam behind that laughter and smile i'm hurt na pala. : ( wah. grabe ang drama. di naman siguro ganun kalaki ang problem ko kasi actually, ako lang may alam. as in literal ako lang. tinago ko siya from everyone - ABSOLUTELY everyone. kaya siguro ganito ang effect sa akin kasi di ko siya nilalabas and kinikwento kung ano yung nafeefeel ko sa iba (as in sa tao) except the entries in this blog. and i'm not sure kung ikwekwento ko pa siya or babalikan ko pa yung "memories" or yung "times" na yun. grabe na ako.. magdrama ba ako ng ganito?! uhm, sino kay pwede makausap? basta, bahala na.. just go with the flow. actually, mahirap talaga ngumiti and magkunwaring masaya tapos ang bigat sa loob. iba ang feeling.. kakapagod.

100506

2006-10-05T02:40:00.000-07:00

092606

2006-09-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

haay.. nagbabago nga ang panahon. wah. so much drama. i really don't know what's happening. as in sooper roller coaster! as in, in a minute i'll be blissful tapos masasad or madidisappoint. haay.. ganyan talaga siguro ang buhay; kung di ganyan ang buhay ko, malamang i'm not expecting tomorrow to come and just die because of boredom.

basta, sa isang lipatan lang, nagbago na ang lahat!

just like what i said in the entry before this, there's something i did na i'm not sure if i'm going to regret it or matutuwa ako. ewan. kahit anong pilit kong i-deny, kahit 5% lang aaminin ko i'm kinda regretting it. basta. alam ko na yung result pero i still pushed for it. at least, ngayon pa lang nagdedetach na ako kesa dumating yung araw (which is malapit na!) na i need to "go" or transfer or move (ayan ang dami nang clues ha). dati, parang i'm looking forward na pumasok pero ngayon parang ganun pa rin pero di talaga katulad ng dati. huh? labo! basta. kung saan na lang sila masaya. good things never seem to last. or.. i had the CHOICE. if i chose not to do it that much eh di sana wala ako sa sitwasyon ko ngayon! haay.. choices, choices, choices. isipin ko na lang, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

abe, balik ka na lang sa dati mong routine and stay happy.

nothing more, nothing less, nothing extra special. God loves me! : )

2006-09-17T00:40:00.000-07:00

wow. sooper tagal ko na di nagagalaw to. anyway, four months na pala ako pumapasok pero parang ang dami ng nangyari. i sooper love 3-9 na honestly, nung start ayaw ko talaga. we're all so bonded and wala kaming problems sa isa't isa. well, actually meron pero it's not really a big deal. : )

oh well, bakit ba ako napadpad dito? uhm, siguro gusto ko lang maglabas ng sama ng loob (literal ha) or ewan. basta. grabe, parang last week sobrang down ako. i don't know why. i badly need to FOCUS. sobrang sa chem. 2 out of 4 quizzes pa lang napapasa ko! so... how's that?! ewan. di ko rin alam kung ano nangyayari sa akin. basta, i feel bad. : (

tapos, i did something na di ko sure kung dapat ko ba siyang iregret, matutuwa ba ako or hayaan ko na lang. i don't want to tell it here kasi siyempre baka maging malaking issue (well, as if millions of people are reading this) pero basta. hahaha, puro "basta". kasi naman, alam ko naman madedevelop ginawa ko pa! haay, alam ko naman yung magiging result tapos ginawa ko pa rin. tapos ngayon ako yung nalulungkot. ewan. nalulungkot ba talaga ako?! labo. parang ako na rin mismo ang gumawa ng way para mawala "yun". basta, i need to move on. hayaan ko na lang silang maging masaya. : ) naks, ang drama! haha.

tatahimik na lang ulit ako at mag - aaral na lang.

060606

2006-06-06T04:12:00.000-07:00

waah! pasukan na! i'm not really that ready as in emotionally! ewan ko ba. feeling ko tinatamad lang talaga ako. the whole summer naman kasi gumigising ako ng NOT EARLIER (take note: NOT earlier) than 10 o' clock and natutulog ako ng not earlier ng eleven.. so how's that?! kamusta naman sa pasukan? feeling ko aantok - antok ako sa class. basta i wish na i will have a good set of teachers pati na rin classmates. eh as of now (weh, still hoping na mabago? haha) i'm room 9 and... basta ayoko na magcomment. ewan. basta i hope this year would be at least much better. : )

050306

2006-05-03T00:27:00.000-07:00

the last entry i posted was originally from my diary and wala lang magawa kaya i decided to type it here in my blog! :) oh well...

life's going happy but quite boring. di pa kami nagswiswimming. i don't know. basta iba na ngayon. i don't care much on what's "outside" or who's maganda and all. well, not really. pero at least na lessen ko na. : ) basta i'm happy and i respect other people. may natutunan nga ako sa fairly odd parents while i was watching last night, the "leader" fairy said to timmy, "Doing good is not for others to notice you but you're doing it because that's what you think is right." It's absolutely true and that's what i'm going to live up to (ginagawa ko naman talaga 'yan eh...). my birthday's over and wala naman ako masyadong wish, complete lang kami and everyone's happy okay na. :) bonus na lang yung gift (naks!) hehe. and mahirap na rin ang pera ngayon. we may get our "wants" pero hindi kaagad - agad. Minsan kailangan pag - ipunan or sometimes hanggang pangarap na lang (like, a porsche or a ferrari?! haha) pero there's still that hope na one day i'll get that "want" but for the meantime priorities muna like the bills and other stuff and at the same time appreciate what i have and be contented with it. : ) with these whole thing i'm going through (including the issue on the last entry) , all the insecurities, etc. i realized and i learned the value of ACCEPTANCE or accepting who i truly am from dun sa hindi talaga ako, what i really have, and the whole ME. : ) Also, understanding na sometimes things ae not just the way we want it to be. There are times na we hava to really work hard if we really are determined to or we to minsan/again accept na ganun talga, na wala nang magagawa. It's like letting go of something or someone you really love. At first it's hard so may adjustments but that's how life works. In this whole scenario, i need to be strong. that strength comes from my family (of course) and friends (minsan) and siyempre from my will and determination to just go on and move on with life. I know there are so much out there! Much bigger and harder than these. ang alam ko i'm going through a change. i know it's confusing and difficult to understand but going through it was surely difficult and challenging. i'm happy for myself for standing up after eachfall. :) these are not yet finished. start pa lang. and of course i thank the Lord kasi kapag nagdasal ako biglang natutupad kaagad! : ) sobrang grateful ako. if you may ntice, i have so much inside me na i really want to release. wala naman ako masabihan kaya eto na lang. :) wah! too serious! :))

050106

2006-05-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

may i please share something? i don't know. sana hindi mag - iba yung tingin niyo sa akin or anything like that kasi walang naman akong intensyong masama. i just need your understanding.
i have a dilemma. basta. ewan ko ba, lagi na lang siya. all my life (well, im exaggerating)i am often trying my best to at least mapansin niya man lang ako pero walang nangyayari. nakikilala niya lang ako kapag may kailangan. pero lately, i found out na hindi siya worth it. parang dati before i go out i see to it na i'm neat and pleasant to look at pero ngayon i'm still neat and pleasant pero i don't care of what he/they would say or think. i'm tired of that. like dati rin i watch how i speak or what i talk about when he's (fine, he's a HE, a guy.) around. maybe i was wrong when i was trying my best to make him/them (them, kasi there are also some people involved) like me. i was pleasing them/him too much that i forgot my own happiness and myself. i want them/him to like me as me. kahit sabihin nilang pademure ako or maarte sige na! i'll take everything. porket paulinian ako? prejudice. i don't care kung siya na lang lagi lahat; my world doesn't revolve in them/him anyway. basta ako, i'll do my thing: be happy, be myself basta i'm doing the right thing, walang naaapakang tao, and not waste my time on worthless people. i'll continue living my life as it is without pretending (well, i'm not). what's important is i feel good and i'm confident with what i have and be contented with it. :) ngayon lang ako nakafeel ng ganito. ewan ko siguro hormonal change (?) or maybe it's really part of growing up! :) basta ako, i'll always think positively and learn to appreciate the beauty that i have and what's around me. :) siguro some may think na i'm over reacting or something pero i don't know. i hope this will end soon. :)

update

2006-04-17T01:14:00.000-07:00

wow. update. at long, long last. oh well, nothing's new. boring pa rin. i don't know... it seems like school days are haunting me! at least 5 times a week napapaginipan ko yung classmates ko or yung batchmates ko or just anything about school. grabe! kakatawa and nakakatakot! :)) everday's always a routine.

at eto pa! halos kalahati na ng summer di pa rin ako nakakaswim! oh my! kelan pa?! buti pa si mama nakapagbora na! : ( haay. yesterday the compound had a sportfest. yes, it was fun and tiring. akalain mong volleyball player ako!? kaya hanggang ngayon sooopppeerr sakit ng katawan ko. as in literal. buong kamay (no joke) hanggang paa. hello?! after 2 years ko lang ulit ginawa 'yun tapos that day lang ako ulit napagaod ng ganun! haha. (if you want to see the pictures, go to <\a> my multiply site! )

031906

2006-03-18T21:13:00.000-08:00

oh my.. i miss doing this thing a lot. :) i'll never leave this. ever again. : )

011605

2006-01-16T04:50:00.000-08:00

it's really been a long time since i wrote something here. oh well, wala rin namang time that's why. and after all, di rin naman ganun kadami ang tumitingin...

anyway, my school shoes were lost last week. i don't want to tell the whole story anymore kasi sobrang haba. tapos, until now, i haven't seen it (good thing, i have extra shoes to use). i told mama about it and she said na isipin ko na lang daw na kung sinong nakakuha 'nun maskailangan niya kaysa sa akin. sabi ko sayang naman, school shoes din 'yun. sabi niya 'yun na lang daw isipin ko para di ako masaktan... isn't that sweet? : ) nung narinig ko 'yun halos gusto kong umiyak! (sorry, mababaw talaga luha ko...) wala lang, kasi na - touch lang ako.

hai, buti nasingit ko pang gumawa ng entry. for the past days/weeks halos 6:00 or 6:30 na ako umuuwi kasi sobrang daming ginagawa sa school like ramayana and the field - demo practices. as usual, we're cramming. pero hello?! that's what we do best! not actually at our best but we somehow get good results when we cram. i know it's not really good eh, we don't have any choice! we don't have any time anymore kasi naman noh pinagsabay - sabay lahat! yung ibang batch ba may ramayanang kailangang gawin?! wala! practice lang sila ng practice! UNFAIR!

time flies so faaasst! fair na in no time! tapos florante na tapos class newspaper tapos sa history campaign and yung memoirs of a geisha.. oh my gosh! parish pa pala..

123005

2005-12-30T03:18:00.001-08:00

one day na lang! 2006 na. new year. new changes.

we just came from (as usual) bataan and zambales. : ) and guess what kung ano ang gift sa akin ng Diyos ngayong season! Z - I - T! (ayon sa candy mag) or a.k.a PIMPLE. sobrang laki! hay ewan!

and guess what classmates! i haven't passed yet our editorial. ayaw kong manisi. no comment. zip. don't worry, i'll do everything. : )

christmas was fun. tapos sa province, christmas eve nagpaparlor games kami. haha. bumabalik sa pagkabata.

i've done something na ayaw ko nang balikan ulit. hay, i'm not saying na i'm regretting (tama ba ang spelling? hehe) it pero sobrang my conscience is killing me! hate it. : ( i promised myself, i'll NEVER do it again.

merry christmas and a happy new year! : )

123005

2005-12-30T03:18:00.000-08:00

one day na lang! 2006 na. new year. new changes.

we just came from (as usual) bataan and zambales. : ) and guess what kung ano ang gift sa akin ng Diyos ngayong season! Z - I - T! (ayon sa candy mag) or a.k.a PIMPLE. sobrang laki! hay ewan!

and guess what classmates! i haven't passed yet our editorial. ayaw kong manisi. no comment. zip. don't worry, i'll do everything. : )

christmas was fun. tapos sa province, christmas eve nagpaparlor games kami. haha. bumabalik sa pagkabata.

merry christmas and a happy new year! : )

lady abegail

2005-12-02T06:20:00.000-08:00

suddenly, i want the title "Lady". i want it attached to my name, of course. kaya if ever, i'll be royal (which is impossible...) i want to be Lady Abegail. haha. wala lang. :) parang ang saya kasi pakinggan! there's nothing wrong in dreaming na one day i'll be royal, di ba? :) tapos, my partner would be called "Lord" tama ba? hay, i'll still be waiting for him.. Lord _______.

**fill in the blank. i'm open for suggestions and maybe for applications. haha. :) **

120105

2005-12-01T02:27:00.000-08:00

wow. december na! :) yay. malapit na ang christmas. sa sobrang kakiligan ko sa last entry tungkol kay sir nico, di ko narealize na nagpapacute lang pala siya. hay... buhay nga naman!

anyway, i am so amazed sa teacher namin nagyon sa CL. she's so great! CL was never this great! :) parang pagnaglelesson kayo, wala kang gagawin kundi makinig, makinig, at makinig. as in she moves people. she really attacks our brains. for her kasi, cl should be academics kaya she attacks our brains. pinag - iisip niya kami ng sobra. kung dati you'll just take cl for granted, not now! ka - level niya na rin ang bio and math. she never fails to make us teary - eyed or really cry. she can mix drama, comedy, and so much more in a class. pero, grabe siya magpaquiz! ngayon lang ako kinakabahan sa cl quiz ng ganito (kinakabahan din naman ako sa cl dati pero hindi ganitong level ng kaba.. gets?) hay, basta! i'm so glad having her as our teacher. :) she's sooopppeeerrr smart pa! :)

112905

2005-11-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

last day for the month of november tomorrow! :)

uhm.. may kwento ako. :) will you mind if it's about sir nico? oh well, you don't have any choice.

kasi, we're all going to the computer lab. kasi siyempre, computer period namin. tapos, fides (class no. 1 who's the first girl infront) nakasabay niya si sir nico papuntang laboratory. tapos, alam niyo ba ginawa ni sir nico?! he ran para mauna siya kay fides and the rest of my classmates tapos binuksan niya yung door! as in nakastand siya dun hawak yung door.. para makapasok yung classmates ko gets? isn't that sweet?! oh my gosh! sooooppppeeerrr gentleman. hay naku, kung ako kay fides, hinug ko na si sir nico with beso pa.. (haha as if naman!) hindi, kahit thank you lang with eye to eye contact complete na araw ko. hay, bakit kasi siya ganun?! quite "perfect" pero di pa rin kasi sabi nung iba di raw siya marunong magturo. i can't comment on that kasi he's not my teacher. he graduated from UP tapos taking up his masteral in ateneo! hello?! my "dream" schools!

got to go! need to make my speech for our debate tomorrow. education as a privilege.

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2005-11-27T22:15:00.000-08:00

it's been a long time since i wrote something here. like what i'm always saying, so many things happened. AS USUAL i still have so many things to do. two weeks na lang! two weeks na lang ng pagtitiis and pagpupuyat! i love the feeling of christmas! : ) it's like a time for reunions, "parties", maraming kainan!, and medyo na lang yung gifts (weh.. kunwari pa! haha).

i already watched harry potter (kasi this was the issue on my last entry di ba? si harry potter?) oh well, nothing has changed, he's still as handsome as he is from the start but i can see the changes. as in changes like he's growing, yung voice niya and everything...

uhm, ACP was done. i'm so glad. it was QUITE fun, but i don't know. at least may natutunan na something new and masarap kumain ng dalandan na may salt (di ba kyla?) habang nakikinig kay sir al at ang kanyang camera (siyempre di pwedeng i - disturb si cheryl kasi sobrang concentrate siya kay sir al). actually, tawa lang kami ng tawa kasi kapag di namin gagawin 'yun, matutuyo kami. haha, peace people! ; )

and at long long long last! e - class' working! :) yay! st. paul's going wi - fi! technology.. here we come! (wow. ang cheesy ng sinasabi ko.. haha) ang fun kasi the teachers can just give notes and every thing through that network or whatever you call that. : ) ang hi - tech sobra! :) but the negative side of it is that, kami, the e - class, are disturbed. like this time we need to transfer to room like this or room like that. sometimes it's also tiring and we lose the momentum and concentration and all that pero we get to discover various rooms! :) parang nagfiefieldt trip.

okay, i need to go. i need to FUSE pa some things and fix some EXCESS sa notes ko. haha :)

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2005-11-14T20:50:00.000-08:00

today is a wonderful day! :) this afternoon was the awarding for the sports fest. it's worth it not expecting that much kasi, 1ST RUNNER UP ang SOPHOMORES! waahh! galing talaga namin!este, yung players pala! actually, lahat kami. :) we all thought na hanggang swimming lang kami magclaclap pero through out the ceremony pala! :) sabi nga ng other batch mates namin not too expect that much or wag masyado mayabang kasi baka bawiin or you know, KARMA, what goes around comes around, what goes up must come down.

hai, back to academics! lapit na ang HARRY POTTER! waah! :)

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2005-11-14T04:43:00.000-08:00

today is a wonderful day! :) this afternoon was the awarding for the sports fest. it's worth it not expecting that much kasi, 1ST RUNNER UP ang SOPHOMORES! waahh! galing talaga namin!este, yung players pala! actually, lahat kami. :) we all thought na hanggang swimming lang kami magclaclap pero through out the ceremony pala! :) sabi nga ng other batch mates namin not too expect or wag masyado mayabang kasi baka bawiin or you know, KARMA. what goes around comes around, what goes up must come down.

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2005-11-12T17:54:00.000-08:00

time flies so fast. i watched kanina flightplan. medyo bitin pero it's nice. :) medyo i was a little bit confused kung bakit nagkaganun, nagkaganito, still i liked it. :) of course, pirated dvd. sorry mr. edu manzano.

kakaasar yung mangfifishball! ayaw magpainterview! he gave me another burden! who in the world will i interview?! grr... think, think, think.

three weeks na lang christmas vacation na! yay! :) so many things to do, so little time. cramming nanaman! monday will be the sports fest awarding ceremony. all sophomores players were really great! we're not really expecting anything. tapos, within this week would be our argumentation in english. then, the ramayana report. then, math project - math magazine. and then, journalism interview report and english pop - up thingy. plus, history group project - terrorism. and health report on drugs use and abuse. and! before i forget, parish involvement pa pala! good luck to me... :)

i'll watch the movie "if only"... it's either tonight or tomorrow.

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2005-11-07T18:06:00.000-08:00

yesterday sunday, we went to pasay to visit my ate myren's "resting" place and then fix something there kasi my parents decided to transfer her bones to zambales kasi pasay's too far for us to visit her often plus the cemetery's too crowded and in zambales kasi at least dun she will have her own place beside my great grandparents. :) hai, sayang sana 16 na siya and third year na and i think she's beautiful kasi from what i saw from the picture, matangos ang nose! she died because she was premature (6 months). exactly 45 days agter she was born, she died. kasi di niya na daw nakayanan. my mom told us na the food ate was taking was prepared pa by the pharmacists kasi she cannot be fed by milk or by breastfeeding kasi nga her esophagus that time was not that developed yet. tapos there was discoloration happened because of too much medicines and sabi dami na rin ng tinake niya. from what i saw in the picture, she was so small yet so beautiful. :)

after we visited her, we went to "ventanilla" street, our first home. that time i was the only child. it was fun visiting the place where i first lived here in manila. :) of course, di mawawala ang reminiscing! "ito, abe, dito ka naglalaro.. dati, 'yan yung bahay tapos dati, maganda 'yan nung tayo yung nakatira! may mga halaman.. o! dati, wala pa ito ah!, meron na pala ganito.." after meeting some people from the past, i'm still grateful the same with my parents, we are all grateful na we found a nice and peaceful home here in pasig. :) it's nice rin naman there as well as the people but it greatly differs on the kind of environment we have here and we had there. masarap ang feeling having such visits. :) hai, memories.

100705

2005-11-07T17:35:00.000-08:00

last friday, our "compound" had this post - halloween activity. we, the "youth, prepared it. some games, some dance nos.,some smiles, some thank you's, some some... in short it was fun. the kids were in costume! feel na feel nila yung activity. oh well, masarap maging bata. :)

after that, we went to a house to eat! :) as in they bought tapsilog (as in tapa, sinangag, and itlog). tapos, kwento kwento. before eating we watched N' sync's concert long long ago (reminiscing 5 years ago when i was still in grade 4 - N' sync's era). there were two groups kasi, the "grown - up" (not really "grown - ups" uhm... i should say, college people) and then we, the younger people. the "younger" people finished first kaya we placed our plates first in the sink tapos nakakahiya naman if we will just leave it dun so we decided to wash it kahit the poeple who lived there were kinda hesitant to let us do it but still after some pagpipilit and arguements, sabi nila karirin na namin and we washed everything! until the last plates and last glasses we used (FYI: there parents were not home, just the three of them). after washing, kwento ,kwento. the boys were separated from the girls pero mix na yung college people and younger people. :) the girls ate the candies that were left from the post - halloween party (we did not give everything! we left something for oursleves :) hihihi) . tapos, the boys were watching something i don't know, a concert, i think . during those times our mothers were coming home from their retreat, tapos i decided to go home na nga at 9:00 kasi my mom wanted me to tape the last two nights of the teleserye "ikaw ang lahat sa akin" which, will be on at 9:30 kasi of course, i'll set it up pa and everything. tapos, when we became tired of chatting, ate kara turned the other tv on tapos the teleserye was on na! natataranta na ako! haha (i'm over - reacting!) so what i did was i borrowed their phone called home tapos i thought my lola answered the phone 'yun pala si mama na! nasa bahay na siya! yay! :) tapos i asked her if she was watching na, she said "oo, kanina pa." tapos, she asked if anne (my sister) was with me and kung kumain na ba kami, i told her "opo... blah, blah.." tapos mga 9:45 we all went home na rin kasi nga our mothers were from their own retreats. of course, before leaving their house picture, picture! :)

2005-11-07T02:28:00.000-08:00

2005-11-07T02:25:00.000-08:00

gusto pa family picture! : ) haha

2005-11-07T02:23:00.000-08:00

isa pa! : )

2005-11-07T02:21:00.000-08:00

my mom and me, after coming back from pasay. : )

2005-11-07T02:06:00.000-08:00

L - R: ate kara ( the owner), ate kate, ate ivy, and me... before leaving their house. : )

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2005-11-02T06:47:00.000-08:00

we just came from the province.

oct. 30

we went to zambales..

oct. 31

this day was charlene's birthday! :) i greeted her ha. we went to the cemetery. we visited my greatgrandma's and greatgrandpa's "resting" place and also my lolo's (the brother of my lola).

nov. 1

we went to bataan. we visited my lolo's and greatgrandma's "resting" place. we stayed there from 2:00 until 6:30. thank God! it wasn't that hot! oh well, it really pays to visit our dead loved ones. :)

nov. 2

we need to go back here in manila kasi retreat nila mama tomorrow until friday. aww.. no mama at home. :( oh well..

i can't move on nung october 28. sir nico's soooooo H - O - T! waaah! a PERFECT guy. :) saan ba makakahanap ng ganun?! galing mag - volleyball! :) i thought nung una as in wala lang siya dun, as in design lang sa court para maraming manood (haha) pero magaling naman pala. nagpapacute nga lang pero hello?! he has the right.

oh my gosh! kuhanan pa ng card last october 29! and guess what! my average went up! sobrang i was surprised na ewan ko ba! kasi sinet ko na yung saril ko na almost all my grades went down. yes, some of them but still naghilaan sila kaya my average went up! :) yay. all i have to do is maintain all of them except STATISTICS! 5 points kaya binaba ko dun! hmph! :(

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2005-10-27T21:53:00.000-07:00

wow. last day na tomorrow! :) sembreak na!!!

galing - galing talaga ng sophomores!

almost ALL the volleyball players were injured kanina. : ( grabe, maybe all of them were already tired na tapos sobrang pinilit nilang maglaro. i'm sooo proud of them! kahit di kami nanalo sa any volleyball game, at least we won against juniors ng one set. oh di ba?! hehe. tapos swimming, grabe! galit na galit sila sa tubig. ang bilis as in literal na mabilis. it was raining hard kanina kaya track and field event was moved to saturday sa ultra, it can't be tomorrow kasi philippine team will be using the ultra (training for sea games). at ito! BELIEVE IT OR NOT, softball game ng sophomores vs. seniors: 6 - 1. yap! as in 6 ang sophies and 1 ang score ng seniors. God still loves us. :) kahit sabi nung iba (or kahit ako rin) na this sports fest is a lesson from God, He is still there. sabi nga, when God closes a door he opens a window. BUT di pa tapos yung game, na - cancel lang kasi nga umuulan.oh well, anything can happen tomorrow. sa isang inning, maraming possibilities.

by the way, i've created my own multiply site. :) please (nagmamakaawa?! haha) visit it. thanks. :) nasa tag board yung "address". :)

102705

2005-10-27T21:50:00.000-07:00

wow. last day na tomorrow! :) sembreak na!!!

galing - galing talaga ng sophomores!

by the way, i've created my own multiply site. :) please (nagmamakaawa?! haha) visit it. thanks. :) nasa tag board yung "address". :)

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2005-10-26T21:17:00.000-07:00

sports fest!

wow. natalo kami ng freshmen sa volleyball! actually, until now, i'm still thinking what went wrong?! sabi kasi ng iba, our batch changed na (daw). generally, we became "mayabang" na daw and we had too much confidence . i don't know. like what kyla said nga in her blog, which i read a while ago, kyla's right! hindi naman talaga batayan ang volleyball para maging champion! but still, mascute ang cheer namin. : ) pero hello?! nasaan na ang aming dignidad, moraldad at lahat ng may -dad-! but still, NO MATTER WHAT! i'm still be proud to be a sophomore and will always be there for my batchmates.

manalo! matalo! cute pa rin kami! :)

s-o-p-h-o-m-o-r-e-s!

what!/we rock!/that's hot!

here comes the so to the pho to the mores,

everybody shout out if you want more.

coz we do our best and we play hardcore!

everybody give it up for the sophomores!!

hey sophies yeah!

it's our time let's rise and go.

put up the banner and start the show,

we're gonna rock this town you know!

to the people yeah!

better step up coz we're not gonna stop

get ready for us we're gonna make it to the top!

sophies oh! sophies let's go...

sophies, so - phies you know!

matatapang, matatalino,

walang suko kahit kanino!

hindi! hindi! magpapahuli!

ganyan kaming mga taga - fourth floor main!

ooh! tignan niyo naman!:

ang ganda namin, ang galing namin!, ang ganda namin, magtrayo sa'min!

who holds the name

that reigns the game

keeping the flame

SOPHOMORES!

gives you the pain

drives you insane

brings us to fame

SOPHOMORES!

feel the vibe

let's go sophies!**

take a ride **

see us strive**

reach high for the sky! **

we strive for glory we're hungry for victory our spirits saor high we'll start and end this fight! wouow! we're sophies/ can't touch us/we're sophies/ BEAT THAT! :)

nakaPINK si sir nico kanina! oh-my-gosh! :D

2005-10-26T09:35:00.000-07:00

(last na talaga toh!) LET'S GO SOPHOMORES!

2005-10-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

isa pa! :)

2005-10-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

waaah! cuuuttee! :D

2005-10-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

my mom and me. :) haha.

2005-10-26T06:18:00.000-07:00

gusto pa, isa pa! :)

2005-10-26T06:17:00.000-07:00

ay! nagpapacute si iha!

102505

2005-10-25T20:40:00.000-07:00

yay! :) sportsfest na tomorrow! cheer, cheer, cheer! :)

for the past few days, almost everything changed. suddenly nag - iba lahat nung i wrote what i felt here sa blog or ako na mismo yung gumawa ng way to fix my condition. it just feels so great when you know you have your friends and family. actually, sa kanila lang ako kumukuha ng strength. kay nikki, na kahit you're so far away, you still find a way to communicate or help me. and to cheryl, kyla, and ayie and tusix (yup! part din kayo).

pinalaba ko na ang batch shirt ko but hanggang ngayon di pa rin natutuyo! lagot!

LET'S GO SOPHOMORES! :)

2005-10-25T05:47:00.000-07:00

wow. elen and me. ganda namin noh? oh! walang kokontra, paniniwala ko yun! :) haha
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2005-10-22T12:03:00.000-07:00

wow. time flies so fast! :) sportsfest na! and of course, cheering time! tapos, it'll be sembreak na. waahh! excited na ako! :) i'll see green fields.. i'll smell cow's and carabao's manure (eew! but hey, that's a sign na i'm far from the city already.. haha! weird!) .. i'll feel fresh air.. i'll see mountains. grabe.. i miss the province ambiance! :)
i have nothing to share kasi these past few days okay naman. ewan ko ba, after i wrote what i felt here in my blog it's like suddenly, (almost) everything changed. or maybe, ako na mismo yung gumawa ng way(s) para mag - change yung condition and situation kung nasaan ako. :) and i thank God for that and also my friends. cheryl, kyla, ayie, charlene, robyn, and nikki na kahit you're so far far far away from me (us) you still find a way to communicate or help me. i really appreciate everything, thanks ulit! :) and tusix (part din kayo).

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2005-10-22T11:50:00.000-07:00

101705

2005-10-17T19:45:00.000-07:00

i just want to express what i feel the past few days..

i just feel alone. kahit i know and i feel na i have many friends, i still feel alone. i just don't know why pero this is not what i felt last year. maybe because of stress, oh well, sana nga. : ) do you know/ have you felt the feeling na there are so many people around you but you really don't know kung sino yung totoo? kapag nakaharap sayo, wow ang galing - galing mo and your friends and all that pero kapag di mo na siya kasama there's something wrong. i hope mali ako sa nararamdaman ko. i just don't know, many people CHANGED. hai, i know naman na there's nothing permanent in this world but changes. pero hello?! some people (or this particular person) changed yes, for the better pero iba na pakikitungo niya sa akin! or am i just over - reacting?or di lang talaga ako sanay na mabait siya? hehe sana nga 'yun lang talaga yun. waaaaaahhhh! napaparanoid na ako! i have so many thoughts in mind! plus yung magiging results pa sa report card ko. ano na lang mangyayari sa average ko?! kung may grade akong 88 siguro 85 na lang or 86 to 84 na lang! i ABSolutely don't know what to do or how to react! i can't move kasi i know bawat move ko there's someone watching or criticizing me.. haha nababaliw na pala ako. i admit siguro nga sometimes i'm a hypocrite (oh well, di naman siguro hypocrite uhm, a "lower - level" term. lower then hypocrite di naman siguro ako ganun kasama noh!), we all are (sometimes) and nagbaback - fight ako. i know it's bad pero di ba mean din naman sila? karma ko lang ba ito? i feel soooo bad. and if i feel bad about this person tapos kinakausap ko siya and everything na kapag kaharap ko siya okay ako but deep inside i feel differently, i just want to clear na that DOESN'T mean na i'm plastic it's just that NAKIKISAMA lang ako and di bale na akong masaktan wag lang siya. gets?! isipin niyo na ang gusto niyong isipin. ah! i know na why i feel this way, one of the reasons is that i'm just afraid of what people may and can say/ think about me. basta, i'll just do my best and God will do the rest. : ) after all, in the end si God pa rin ang nandyan para sa akin. He'll be beside me all the way. and hopefully, my friends (alam niyo na kung sino kayo) and of course, my family will be beside me. hai, tama na ang drama!

vote niyo si sam sa PBB ha just type PBB_SAM then send to 2331 for Smart and 231 for Globe and Sun subscribers. please. haha! thanks. : ) - just being optimistic! :D

101105

2005-10-11T21:14:00.000-07:00

hello blogging world! (weh?! anong sinabi ko?!)
ang tapang ko magblog! parang walang homework for tomorrow! haha
today is ENGLISHFEST DAY! : ) speech choir, ensemble, photo talk, persuasive speech, games, creative writing and so much more. it was fun and educational (?). haha as in whole day sa gym and it was soooooooooo hot! (is it because i'm there?! haha) galing ng sophomores! : ) even if di kami nanalo sa lahat ng events or even if we did not win this or that at least we all did our best and we're all still together. team - spirit! :D bawi na lang daw sa sportsfest! LET'S GO SOPHOMORES!

some of our tests were given yesterday. i'm quite satisfied with the results except for one, BIOLOGY! grabe! lowest score ever! oh well, may essay (not yet chaecked) pa naman but still di pa rin aabot. as a matter of fact, wala talagang aabot even the smartest girl in class - cara gonzales. i don't know what's wrong. is it me? the subject teacher? the subject itself? activities? hai, stress!stress!stress!

semester break! is it really a break?! is ONE WEEK a semestral break? october 26,27,28 will be the sportsfest and then october 29 till november 9 will be the "semester break". hopefully, they won't give us tons and tons of requirements as in COMPLETE REST. oh well, i'm sure mr. toor will give us a lot! siya pa? kakabit na ng name niya ang words na articles, essays, paragraphs, news, etc. but i know it's for our own good din naman eh. saan nga ba niya naman huhugutin grades namin?! he'll not invent, will he?! i know and i believe his not like that. : )

i just hope and pray my groupmates and me (of course) will finish the improvised drum by Thursday. : )

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2005-10-08T14:15:00.000-07:00

suddenly i'm craving for the songs "You're beautiful" by James Blunt and "kahit pa" of Hale. i don't know why. perhaps it's because of chino (tama ba spelling?) or si champ mismo?! haha! hindi rin! or maybe the song "you're beautiful" describes me or is pertaining to me? haha why not?

exams last week and honestly, i'm worrying about the results. well, lagi naman eh but this is quite different! kasi i know na wala na talagang chance. MIRACLES? oh sure! that's what i need. oh well, i'm not anymore expecting of better grades. kahit magretain lang lahat 'yun, i'll celebrate na. :)

Kahit Pa
by Hale

Muling lalapit ang liwanag sa paligid at ang tinig na sa akin nagsasabing

Hindi mapipigil ng mundo papatunayan ang pangako

Dahil kailangan ka kailangang pakita natin tayo'y iba at kahit pa hindi papapigil sa mundo at sa umagang darating lahat ay aking kakayanin at kahit ikaw lang at ako

Huwag mong isipin ang mga harang sa atin at ang ihip ng hangin ay darating

Bigla lang ang titigil ang mundo at ang lahat ay maglalaho

Dahil kailangan ka kailangang pakita natin tayo'y iba at kahit pa hindi papapigil sa mundo at sa umagang darating lahat ay aking kakayanin at kahit ikaw lang at ako

Hindi ko man hawak ang panahon maging ang ikot ng buhay basta't ikaw at ikaw pa rin ikaw at ikaw pa rin

Dahil kailangan ka kailangang pakita natin tayo'y iba at kahit pa hindi papapigil sa mundo

at sa umagang darating lahat ay aking kakayanin at kahit ikaw lang at ako

At kahit pa ikaw lang at.. at kahit pa ikaw lang at.. at kahit pa ikaw lang at ako.. :)

You're Beautiful
by James Blunt

My life is brilliant

*Musical Pause*

My life is brilliant.My love is pure.I saw an angel.Of that I'm sure.She smiled at me on the subway.She was with another man.But I won't lose no sleep on that,'Cause I've got a plan.

(chorus)You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.I saw your face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,'Cause Ill never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,As I walked on by.She could see from my face that I was,fucking high,And I don't think that I'll see her again,But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

(chorus)You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful it's trueI saw your face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,You're beautiful, You're beautiful.But it's time to face the truthI will never be with you.

(La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, Laaah)

There must be an angel, with a smile on her face,when she thought that I should be with you

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.There must be an angel with a smile on her face,When she thought up that I should be with you.But it's time to face the truth,I will never be with you.

100505

2005-10-05T17:10:00.000-07:00

wow! at long long long last! i now have the chance to make a new entry! :) first of all, (haha award?!) i want to thank kyla for making me a new layout (snaps, snaps for kyla - legally blonde 2!). i really love it and i appreciate your time and effort. :) kahit sinabi ko PINK stars PURPLE ang nilagay mo, ganyan ka talaga kabait. :) joke lang! :) purple's fine with me. :)

the past few weeks were really very hectic. wala na nga yata akong time to view myself sa mirror eh, ganun siya kabusy! as in sunod - sunod! speech choir, 80's family day, requirements, requirements, requirements,requirements (nope! di ako nagkakamali, talagang ganyan lang kadami ang requirements!), and the second periodic exams.

speaking of, today's the first day of exams. math, filipino, and asian history kanina. AS USUAL math was not that easy. kelan ba naging madali ang math para sa akin?! filipino was average and asian history was quite (or should i say ABSOLUTELY) difficult. sobrang kulang sa time. i wouldn't expect a better grade this quarter in a. history. but still, i'm optimistic about it, miracles can(MUST) happen (haha! umasa na lang sa miracles!)

oh well, i saw sir nico kanina! :) :) :) what can i say? i admit it di siya guwapo it's just that NEAT siya and rare lang na makakita ka ng ganun ka neat, ganun kabango, ganun katalino, ganun magsmile, ganun kagaling sa bowling (FYI: champion siya sa competition abroad! he might be the next paeng nepumuceno!) na guy all in one. (gets?!) wala lang, it's just sooo amazing.

anyway, bio, cl, and computer tomorrow. i should start studying. hi nikki! :) hi cheryl! (haha parang di nagkikita araw - araw!), hi kyla! :)

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2005-09-11T05:33:00.000-07:00

i'm trying to make an entry every single day but it seems our computer doesn't want to cooperate! after a long and and an entry of-much-effort kinda piece, it always ends in a "cannot find server" or "cannot find blog..." i'm so fed up with it that's why i decided to make it today! :) (haha! what's the difference?!)
i was the first reader in the mass this morning and thank God! i did not make a noticeable mistake! :) anyway, there are some rumors that there will be no classes tomorrow but believe it or not i don't want it to happen because we lack time for the speech choir competition. we have not even reached the half of the piece! on the contrary, having no classes tomorrow means a LOT of rest. wait, there's DEFINITELY no time for rest. i still have so much to do! like, that 40 - item take home quiz given by Mr. Toor, Computer homework, Filipino quiz, Bio quiz, etc. plus! we have not yet practiced for the family day dance competition and it's our class outreach this saturday. SO MANY THINGS TO DO, SO LITTLE TIME. tusix has its own theme song na nga eh.. "wake me up when september ends" because we are fully loaded (matrix?!) this month of september.
yesterday, lexi,cheryl, and me (with ms. garrobo) attended the 2 - 5 outreach to observe. Actually, all the 10 officers MUST go or at least the first five including the class rep. but UNFORTUNATELY our class rep did not attend (and i really hope she has a VALID and REASONABLE excuse why she did not show up!), which is suppose to be the most important person to be there. and also some officers did all kinds of excuses and allibies. some of them were true some of them were not! (?) haha! officers, PEACE! (just kidding! just want to make you smile!) anyway, we went to bahay aruga , an orphanage, and a school there. the kids were really enthusiastic and polite and then we passed by jollibee because ms. G bought her lunch and the three of us bought sundaes ms. G also bought an apple pie for "kuya" (lexi's driver). and then, we went straight to school but before cheryl and me went to charlene's house, ms. G (still with lexi) toured us in the dormitory but only until the receiving area and the study area. and then, we went to charlene's house to do our history project. our project still remains a SECRET but i assure you it's one of the BEST! :) we were fetched there at 5:00 and cheryl dropped me off in school at 5:15. i was fetched at 6:00 (imagine how long i waited there?!) i was all alone! well, except for some HS teachers who passed by like, ms. garrobo, ms. bayani, ms. espiritu, ps. peña, ms. rivera, sir ron, and sir macapanpan and some roaming guards. plus! there wer thunder and lightening! thank God! it did not rain. well, God loves me very much! :)

i need to go! i still need todo that History comic strip! :)

wait, before i forget, we commemorate today (philippines time) the 9 - 11 bombing. i still pray that the victims and their families be given justice and they may be guided by the Lord in their journey towards full acceptance.

2005-09-04T16:45:00.000-07:00

i'm currently eating homemade spaghetti (my mom cooked it - best spaghetti ever!) and corn with butter with Coke (haha alam ko medyo bawal sa akin, but i can't help it!) hai, dami ko kinakain kasi depressed ako. :( ayaw magprint ng printer namin, full memory na kasi.

cheryl! and all the other wanten people (as if naman may iba pang taong pupunta sa blog ko, di pa kasi ready yung billboard sa EDSA eh pero i'm sure malapit na!) remember yung "BER" song? written last September 6, 2004 hehe...

I said BER month,

it's cold in here,

there must be some

Christmas in the atmosphere(2x)

owiyowiyow

go wanten! :)

haha. reminscing nanaman! sabi nga ni robyn, "let's reminisce!" haha, nag - iinvite pang magrecall ng memories!

people! 112 days before Christmas! lapit na! :) Nikki! padala mo na ha. haha malapit lang naman sina kyla, cheryl and ayie eh kaya madali lang paalala sa kanila!... joke lang! :)

grabe, ganda talaga nung song na "Home" ni Michael Buble. :) soooooo amazing.

090205

2005-09-02T19:10:00.000-07:00

Home
by Michael Bublé
Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It'll all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

uhm, wala lang i just feel like posting this song. but for me, it's really nice. :)

090205

2005-09-02T07:05:00.000-07:00

wow. it's already september! "ber" month na! :) haha oh my gosh! i remembered yung song ni cheryl! haha

i just came back from our retreat and i can say it was fun! :) honestly, every two hours kumakain! tapos puro breaks but it was successful. i slept at 11:30 pm (my usual sleeping time) and woke up at 5:15 am (usual wake up time) so parang nasa bahay lang ako. of course, may crying time and maingay "daw" ang II - 6 and nagalit pa si ms. salgado sa bawat room kasi maingay daw. as in after eating pinapunta kaagad sa dormitory tapos pinaayos ng gamit tapos dumating si ms. salgado. nagalit siya tapos sobrang tahimik ng buong class and then after that proceed sa confe room for the session. astig ng confession, i'll not tell how pero it was sooooooo FUN! brilliant! :) tapos the next day, mass, palanca reading, blah, blah. tapos i did not attend clubs (according to mrs. magtrayo, it's understood na daw na nagretreat kami). pagdating sa bahay lunch kaagad tapos i slept from 1:00 to 6:00 pm. grabe! sarap matulog! :)

hai, next week would be another busy week!

to those people na nagbigay ng palancas, thank you very very very much! :) your compliments means a lot to me and dun sa "bad" traits kasi i know you're concerned. thank you ulit. i really really appreciate it. :)

2005-08-31T17:47:00.000-07:00

such a long and tiring day. oh well, we had our "buwan ng wika" celebration today.

and as usual, you'll thought na may sir nico nanaman sa entry na 'to, yep! you're ryt. haha. :) kahit alam kong sawang - sawa na ako sa kanya the whole day as well as kyla and also cheryl sa kakukuwento ko sa kanila or i'll tell them kung nasaan na siya, etc., this might be the last time na nasa entry ko siya kasi "daw" may tournament siya so the highschool department shall not see him for one month. tama na siguro 'yun para kahit papaano mamiss naman siya ng mga taong who keeps on following him. hai, speaking of the "celebration", sir nico was part of the play and oh my gosh! he sang pero soooopppppeeerrr bopek ng voice niya! hahahahahahahahahahahaha! tapos all those times nakahood lang siya and nakikita lang yung half ng face niya or super wala na. well, like i said dati pa, gwapo lang siya kapag malayo. our place was far from the stage so gwapo siya. :) he's character was padre camorra (yes.. naalala ko pa!) and mean guy siya dun. tapos, nasa labas siya eh siyempre nakikita ko siya from our place (pero malayo pa rin kami) there was a song playing inside the gym tapos he was dancing (not really dancing as in dancing, he just moves his shoulders just playing with the music) and smiling. :) haaaaaayyy.. nakakamelt. well, anyway, tama na kasi nakakasawa na. enough. :)

aside for sir nico, we'll have our retreat tomorrow and i need pa to pack my bags. hai, di ko feel. i need pa to make palancas for everyone, para fair di ba?! and all of them are personalized kasi i don't want it to be scripted and everything. basta.

sophomores galing! :)

082905

2005-08-28T12:49:00.000-07:00

yay! no classes (again?!) haha.

i already got my report card... yes, i'm quite satisfied but i felt really bad in my english grade. i thought everything was fine. what happened? is it the score 27/45 i got in a quiz? does that score made my whole grade in english? i passed my periodical test! well, not that high but at least i passed and it was not even line of 7! what went wrong? is it me?! or should i ask, is it him?! i'm sorry to those who like him (mr. toor) but i can feel whatever "effort" i put into something in english, parang it's not worth it. i know we, students make our grade pero kung iba ilalagay niya sa record book niya wala ako magagawa. is it because di ako maputi or something else? hai, buhay nga naman. i learned my lesson but still, i don't feel optimistic about it. i also know na hindi ako dapat nagsisisi nang ganito kasi i THINK it's my fault but i KNOW there's a part na because of him. huli na ang lahat and i can't do anything about it but be better this second quarter. hai, kakaasar talaga! siguro nga i feel this bad kasi i expected much in english and of all subjects, i DID NOT expect na english pa! it's okay for me kung math, stats, bio... or any subject for that matter. ewan ko ba! masyado ko siya iniisip. last saturday until now i kept on looking back and recalling what went wrong. siguro talagang masyado lang siyang particular and scrutinizes everything until sa tiniest detail. well, time to move on! :)

medyo busy ang week na 'to. the linggo ng wika was moved to wednesday (accdg. to kyla), tomorrow we shall have swimming for PE but i'm not going to swim because #1 i have my period and #2 i have an open wound. thursday to friday retreat! and then on saturday outreach tapos sunday parish involvment! i hope i can survive or should i say, I SHOULD SURVIVE. i can do all these. :)

082205

2005-08-22T17:33:00.000-07:00

yay! no classes today! so blissful! :) today is a rest day. i really feel so sick (colds and cough) and i am really thinking if i'm going to swim tomorrow.

yesterday was so FUN! as in literal na fun. i had this "bonding" time with my mom and we went sa stores na puro sale (take note: yung may sale lang ha!) and sinukat yung mga gusto naming shoes (haha nagsukat lang, wala sa budget eh..) and we bought just one pair for each of us. you know, life's little delights. :) haha.. my mama and i weakness namin ang shoes and sobrang tagal na namin hindi nagagawa 'yun. and sobrang fun! :) and i bought na rin a book for our book review/report. the title of the book is "the story of my Father" by Sue Miller. it's kinda biography kasi it's a story of the author's dad (just like what the title of the book says) na may alzheimers (old - timers) disease. the story's sad kasi of course unti - unti malilimutan ng father yung daughter niya which is a really worse situation but i will still see how Sue handles it.

it's currently raining and i love the feeling... weh?! ang drama! haha rhyming pa! haha. anyway, i need to write something in my journal pa... assignment calls. :)

082005

2005-08-20T15:35:00.000-07:00

hai, so many things happened...

081505, Monday

we (tusix) are the sponsors for this day's mass. surprisingly, i'm the first reader, which i thought na i'm only an offerer! . unfortunately, sir nico did not attend (haha, joke!)pero i saw him when agatha, cheryl, and me went downstairs. but still, i considered this day a great day despite of all the nervousness i felt. infairness, ang heavy ng red book na dinadala sa altar ha, and thank God di ako natisod kasi wala namang sasalo sa akin - of course, wala si sir nico eh! hahahahahahahaha (people! libreng mangarap right?)

081605, Tuesday

swimming! wala lang. :)

081705, Wednesday

cramming! filipino salu - salo will be tomorrow! and oh my gosh! ms. garrobo sobrang baba magbigay! 17 over 30?! it's not even passing! hai, patience is a virtue.

081805, Thursday

filipino salu - salo! so many food! pansit, puto, chicken, isaw (it's my first time to eat isaw! yay!), kakanin, bibingka, name it we have it! ay! wala pala kaming lechon :(... anyway, we were quite disappointed because of the class' behavior but still, we all LEARN from our mistakes and good thing we were open naman and everyone's understanding. :) tapos mrs. kupang's there to help us fix everything and counseled us. :)

081905, Friday

last day of the school week. we went home at 3:00 today. we had clubs. all went well. then kyla, aileen, cheryl and me had fun. haha lagi sa amin naeend yung puto! and oh my gosh parang pop corn lang kinakain ni aileen yung puto! haha. i saw sir nico! :) anyway, the whole class together with ms. garrobo had an open - forum. honestly, may nangyari naman but it's not what we expected. well, let's all hope for the better. we're all open naman for each other's improvement. :) and then our classroom would be the e - class of the batch! that means each one of us would have our own computer. i'm so excited about it pero we don't really have a permanent classroom kasi we have to share it with the whole batch. so currently, tusix is being renovated. :) it'll be ready by monday (hopefully).

082005 Saturday

well, i'm here sitting by the computer recalling everything that happened to me the whole week. i'm done na with our histroy homework, i need to go to our parish tomorrow for my parish involvement.

nikki, kyla, cheryl, and lexi: thank you very much for dropping by. i really appreciate it! :) you all made my day. :)

081405

2005-08-14T16:18:00.000-07:00

i just want to thank to cheryl and nikki for visiting my blog, i really appreciate it. :)
i went to mass today, i was the first reader! :) wow. i did not make a noticable mistake. and because of certain "changes" inside me i ate 10 pieces of calamansi. no sugar as in plain calamansi with salt. wierd!
i should be going to have my parish involvement today but unfortunately, my father went somewhere that's why no one can drive me there. i really felt so sad because i already said to pauline this morning that i will go but i did not. :(
i still have so many things to do.
it's just now that i have realized that i've been talking about sir nico the whole week and i need to stop it or else...
we'll be having our mass tomorrow. II - 6 and the teachers of the CL and Filipino area would be the sponsors (is the arguementation and debate area included? haha. sir nico nanaman! enough.). i'm going to offer flowers. :)

081205

2005-08-12T15:45:00.000-07:00

today's our periodical practical test in music! and grabe! namental block ako! but still, our group is still the highest! :) so glad... after all, there are still reasons to celebrate life. Despite of all pagkakalat(s) and pagsasabog(s) we still got a great score! :) thank you ulit kay mewa for her patience sa pagtuturo sa akin lalo na kapag naflaflat ako! and kay donna na so sweet... sabi niya kasi sa amin she will never let us do that kung alam niyang magkakalat lang kami ni mewa. aww... and the rest of our groupmates na sa sobrang galing sa pagsound effects na hindi yata napansin ni ms. peds na nawawala na kami ni mewa. :) hay... past is past! :)

yay! holistic friday today! that only means we're HALF DAY! but we still have many things to do. hay, abe, kaya mo 'yan! :) (haha! nyek! kinakausap ang sarili...) tapos, before we go home ni cheryl we bought our lunch first tapos we passed by the administration corrider in high school building kasi it's raining, and then sobrang dami ng tao. malapit na kami sa main exit tapos! nakita ko nanaman si sir nico!! waaahhh... i think he's in a good mood today kasi todo smile siya eh ( o di kaya dahil nakita niya ako?! weh! nangangarap! hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! joke lang...) and as usual surrounded by many students, lagi naman eh. hay... buhay nga naman! God's so generous to me today! :) actually, always naman eh.. complete nanaman ang araw ko! :)

2005-08-12T02:14:00.000-07:00

haha! wala lang :)

081005

2005-08-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

yay! we still don't have any assignments today! :) sooo blissful! :)

well, nakita ko si sir nico today! :) actually, i just want to clear to everyone (or to anyone who will read this entry) na it's not really a "crush" thing or something else pero parang you have this feeling of looking forward for the next day kasi you know na you will see someone (and it's sir nico for that matter) na worthy of your attention and time. he's okay kapag naka side view kasi kapag nakaharap siya he's so thin! pero kapag medyo tumaba na siya okay na!:) hehe. BUT! oh my gosh... when he smiles, complete na wala nang hihingiin pa. most especially when he wears pink! wala lang, parang when a guy wears pink parang he's showing he's really a man and his "masculinity" (haha! is there a word like that?!) shows. gets?! basta...

tapos... si sir soon naman ewan ko ba kung anong meron sa kanya kanina while he's teaching statistics! soooopppeeerrr hyper! as in LITERAL na hyper. yung kung gumalaw parang wala nang bukas! hahaha! he uses various voices, from a priest tapos bumbay, tapos black american. he slides pa infront of the whole class. at ito pa! pagpasok na pagpasok sa classroom kumindat! ano ba 'yan! haha.. pero fun. :)

sa classroom, everyone's addicted to "boy bawang" infairness, it tastes good. :) may BoBapeeps na nga eh and charlene's the "commander bawang"! haha.

hai, i don't know i just feel very happy when i know na i have friends na really there for me no matter what. :) i am really lucky to have friends like cheryl, aileen and kyla! :) thanks for being there for me and for being one of my sources of happiness. :)

080905

2005-08-09T06:49:00.000-07:00

"close your eyes... imagine that your inside the dining table..."

did i hear it correctly? we should imagine ourselves INSIDE the dining TABLE? haha. ano kami atoms? hehe... MEAN! mabilis ang karma ngayon, delikado!

i really feel sleepy today kasi iba ang ambiance kapag umuulan. we had library orientation today. some of the exam papers were already given to us and i'm satisfied naman sa results. :) quite higher than i expected. quite lang but STILL medyo mababa pa rin. basta! contented na ako... :)

hope tomorrow would be another great day! :) SIR NICO! haha. :)

080505

2005-08-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

yay! exams were over! grabe lahat! anyway, past is past. results na lang.

i'm so blissful today and stressed at the same time, oh kaya niyo 'yun?! haha. i placed some pictures from our fieldtrip and i'll place na rin a picture from our leadership training (c/o lexi!) grabe! vain ng mga people pero fun!:) about our field trip, it was fun pero still not as fun kung kasama namin ang fellow microscopic organeezums...

speaking of exams..

computer - oh my gosh! logical analysis..
bio - hay.. no comment
math - uhmm.. average to difficult :)
pe - 20 points!..
health - waahh! i really don't know the nutrition month theme!
statistics - thanks kay lexi for her calcu!:)
english - dangling and misplaced modifier!
journ - editorial platform!
history - ancient writing of mesopotamians
filipino - kakapagod sa kamay! hehe!

may mass and induction of officers kanina and oh my gosh! sir nico! he wore PINK! :) and people from demo team of teakwondo including toni (grabe! so proud of her!), a former paulinian, came. galing nila!

whew...thank God it's Friday!

2005-08-05T04:34:00.000-07:00

yay! mga naiwan nung field trip.. :( leadership training

2005-08-05T04:29:00.000-07:00

mewa, lexi, moi, cheryl, awww.. naputol si agatha. mcdo!

2005-08-05T04:28:00.000-07:00

yay! pauwi na!.. sa bus..

2005-08-05T04:24:00.000-07:00

haha. kapit na kapit ah!

2005-08-05T01:56:00.000-07:00

yay! tusix officers... mga abandonadong mga bata!

2005-08-05T01:55:00.000-07:00

field trip! me, lexi, and agatha! haha walang kamatayang vanity sa mcdo!

2005-08-05T01:53:00.000-07:00

lexi and me advertising water haha! oh, mewa wat happened?! -mcdo pa rin:)

2005-08-05T01:52:00.000-07:00

cheryl, me and lexi sa mcdo! haha

072905

2005-07-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

yay! the soundscape was over and also the BIO skit! oh my gosh...

speaking of soundscape, we were really nervous in front of the whole class. ms. pedrajas said we should relax kasi she can feel the tension kahit nasa likod na siya. haha nakatake 2 pa kami, but still we got 27! i really never expected it! i thought kasi our presentation was the most amateur and parang wala lang pero we still got that score! hai i'm so blissful! :) tapos, for the next presentation on August 12 our poem would be.. would be.. would be.. haha.. basta yung may longest title, yung may words na young, yearning, green, tree...

hai.. half day kami today and i slept from 2:30 in the afternoon till 6:00 pm. :) kakawala ng stress and pagod.:)

072705

2005-07-27T20:00:00.000-07:00

whew! i'm done with my history reporting, i already passed my brochure and i'm done with my declamation and i can gladly say na somehow i'm satisfied with the results. speaking of declamation... because of nervousness i ACCIDENTALLY pronounced MAN as mUn (without really knowing it!) Mr. Toor just told me to pronounce man as man not mun and i was like.. "sinabi ko ba mun?! sinabi ko ba mun?!" haha! oh my gosh! soooooo embarassing! but hey! learn to learn and laugh from my mistakes. Kasi naman, i was supposed to say "son of God", which should be "son of Man" sa sobrang bulol, i mixed all the words up and the word that came out from me was mUn. At least, I (i mean Mr. Toor) immediately corrected it or else... haha kakahiya talaga!..
Bio skit na lang tomorrow and soundscape sa friday.. hai, kaya ko 'to!:)

072505

2005-07-25T19:38:00.000-07:00

NO CLASSES! NO CLASSES!

PGMA's SONA was so short! shortest SONA i ever heard. despite of everything, i'm quite agreeing on the "government change" even though most of the senators, or should i say most of the politicians are against it.

Having Parliamentary - Federal government means, these officials would have more control on their people and over the implementation of laws. But having these changes would be risking our time, our efforts, and our own country's reputation. Charter Change isn't an easy thing to do. It entails more working hours, more people to work, and more support from our fellow countrymen.

Some may say, it's not the type of government that should be changed but the attitudes and the administration itself MUST be changed. But for me, if we really want the real change, the real difference, both of them MUST be changed as well as the people and the way people think about our government. We must look on the brighter side and let's avoid bickering and begin to appreciate the things and efforts the governement and the president is doing for us.

haha. oh my gosh! my "political" side and being nationalistic is coming out again. hahaha

071505

2005-07-15T23:56:00.000-07:00

hai, leadership training ngayon..fun but i still want to go to our field trip, but because i really love my classmates i chose (actually, all of us officers) to go to the training..i know it's really hard and sad :( pero we have to accept everything kahit it came na to the point of giving up our happiness. Pero that training is for us naman to become GOOD leaders and also GOOD followers.:) we really learned a lot!:) the leadership training was like a retreat and a leadership training in one.:) tapos, masaya pa 'yung activities and bonded kami. :) which, is the part i like BEST! :) no matter what happened, sama - sama pa rin kami.:) kahit hindi kami nakasama sa field trip, and kahit quite boring ang training, this training will contribute to my growth and development as an individual and as a leader.:) (nakanaks!)

071205

2005-07-12T17:45:00.000-07:00

arggghhhhhhhhh!

it's final and wala na kaming magagawa! kahit kausapin kung sino - sino. the officers can't go sa class field trip. do anyone know how that feels?! grabe! super excited pa naman ako tapos sa leadership training pala ako babagsak!

well, like some people said, accept na lang daw and we should learn how to sacrifice dahil sa responsibility na tinanggap namin. some said naman na we, officers, SHOULD accept it kaya nga daw kami officers eh.. but TAO rin kami na may feelings and naeexcite sa field trip and want to be with our own CLASSMATES during the field trip. hay.. i don't have any choice but to attend that leadership training anyway, it's for me rin naman. :)

today

2005-07-09T10:40:00.000-07:00

hai, i went to alexis' house kanina, and her room , actually their whole house is soooo ganda. she's so hospitable and her family too. :) we had music practice, twinkle,twinkle, little star.. it was so fun and parang di kami napapagod.. i went home around 4:30

my friends and i are currently having a crisis but i know and i believe we'll get over this soon but for the meantime life must go on.. :)

*sigh* as usual ang dami nanamang gagawin.. kelan ba nawalan ang st. paul ng gagawin?! nastrestress na ako!

one more thing officers can't come sa class field trip on july 15 because of this leadership thingy and UNFORTUNATELY i'm an officer.. so paano na 'yan super hindi fun. ang dami na namin pinlan! sobrang kakaasar.. ito na nga lang iang isa sa mga inaasam asam mo for the school year tapos tatanggalin pa sa'yo? yah, we'll have a separate field trip but hello?! yung mga kasama mo is the difference! thefield trip would be fun but it wouldn't be the same without II - 6 or my classmates.. kahit papaano naman close na kami noh. hay buhay nga naman!

2005-07-09T07:49:00.000-07:00

during recess last friday after journ.. (yikee.. cheryl! mr. toor!) cheryl, ayie, me, and kyla. yay! :)

2005-07-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

me,elen,lexi, and jan.. still in lexi's room.yay! :)

2005-07-09T07:44:00.000-07:00

me,elen,lexi.. still in lexi's room :)

2005-07-09T07:42:00.000-07:00

music practice in alexis' room

062705

2005-06-27T18:24:00.000-07:00

NO CLASSES TOMORROW!

i'm so glad (or should say blissful?) kasi no homeworks! :) but we have 3 quizzes. well, that's all right! :) i'm quite disappointed (ano ba 'yan lagi na lang akong disappointed!) with the grades i'm getting in english. ang bababa! di ko maintindihan kung bakit?! can't i make good essays? why like this?! ang low ng nakukuha ko... anyway, this serves as a challenge to me to work harder and study in advance. As always! look life positively and appreciate every little thing that comes my way. :) be OPTIMISTIC.

2005-06-27T03:30:00.000-07:00

my friends. :) hai... sarap when you know you have friends like them. :)

062105

2005-06-21T17:18:00.000-07:00

"when one door closes, a window opens."

today we had election... i'm an aca chair! bliss! new school year, new position. i'm quite disappointed with a friend,(dinidibdib masyado! haha) of course i won't say her name, after everything na ipinakita sa kanyang maganda at pakikisama, masasabi niya yung mga yun! oh my gosh! well, past is past. secret ko na lang kung bakit 'yan yung quotation. :) i'm so happy no homeworks today! :)

yesterday

2005-06-17T14:16:00.000-07:00

i really felt bad yesterday about a certain thing. i just felt really stupid infront of the class, starting a sentence with a "because" (corrected by the teacher, siguro talagang na mental block lang ako), i can't express my opinions well, the whole class was waiting for my answers, i can't connect the speech of Manuel Quezon with the illustration oh my gosh! at least they had fun with the illustration. Well, that's life! nobody's perfect and it served as a challenge for me to do more and study more. thank God cheryl, alexis, pauline, aileen, kyla, and janine's there to cheer me up. sabi nga nila bawi na lang ulit. :) i just have to look that incident as a lesson learned, we learn from our mistakes right?! i hope next week will be fine. :)

look life postively and i should be optimistic towards those kinds of situations. :)

2nd day of classes

2005-06-09T17:40:00.000-07:00

second day of classes! i'm still glad pa rin (despite of di ko masyado feel yung class pero i know that day will come and that day is SOON!) kasi i still have my friends.. si cheryl, aileen, ann, kyla, and mery, and charlene, and robyn... :) second day pa lang my homeworks na and stuff parang sign na nga talaga na being a sophie is really tough..

room 6

2005-06-03T18:15:00.000-07:00

the classes were moved to june 8 bliss! kasi naman i'm not mentally and emotionally ready.. oh well, room 6 ako and classmate ko si cheryl.. :) i really really really wish for a good class, good adviser, and a good year... :)

update!

2005-05-30T18:30:00.000-07:00

update!

last, last week from may 15 to may 20, we (my family and i) went to zambales

sunday, on our way to zambales, just stopped in subic for some grocery thingy...
monday, at 10 am the people started to paint the house till 5:30 pm
tuesday, still painting... of course, i helped!
wednesday, almost done... i can say it's really tiring
thursday, we went to the beach (as promised!) with cousins, tito's and tita's, lola's it's like a reunion...
friday, we had to leave because mama will have a meeting the next day.
and then, yesterday may 29, we attended my sister's recital.

6 days na lang pasukan nanaman, whew! bilis ng panahon... sophie na ako!:) got a new phone na pala... bliss!

miss!

2005-05-11T15:47:00.000-07:00

it'll be ayie's birthday on monday, may 16. happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to you! :)
my lola came last saturday from the states, daming chocolates! :) we'll be going to zambales on sunday, can't wait!
i'm missing everyone in school most especially my friends. haay... i wonder when will we be complete again?!

2005-05-11T00:50:00.000-07:00

only picture na complete!:) (i think?!)

tests...

2005-05-04T19:41:00.000-07:00

i took some tests because i'm quite bored. i recommend everyone to try ang go to blogthings.com, you shall discover a lot about yourself. :)

You Are A Poplar Tree

People tend to look up to you, and it's a bit lonely at the top.

Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage.

Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation.

You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life.

You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously.

What is Your Celtic Horoscope?

You Are 60% Left Brained, 40% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

You Are 60% Psychic

You are pretty psychic.

While you aren't Miss Cleo, you've got a little ESP going on.

And although you're sometimes off on your predictions...

You're more often right than wrong

So go with your instincts - you know more than you think

Are You Psychic?

happy birthday to me!

2005-05-02T19:20:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me! happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to me! even though it's already may 2, i can still feel the ambiance of may 1. we went to bataan yesterday to celebrate not only my birthday but also my lola's and cousin's ( we were all born on may 1, isn't that fun? ) and came back this afternoon. it's so fun!

i just want to thank those who remembered my birthday and greeted me! *hug*

mah birthday!

2005-04-29T11:14:00.000-07:00

two days na lang ( including today..) fifteen na ako! yep! May 1's my birthday! hehehe! can't wait. i still have no plans yet.

strawberry ice cream

2005-04-21T18:25:00.000-07:00

i'm currently eating strawberry ice cream and find it really delicious. a lot of things happened these past few days...

april 14 thursday, i was about to sleep (siesta!) at around 2:00 in the afternoon when suddenly the phone rang. it was ayie informing me about the earthquake. she didn't tell me about the specific time it will come but according to her mom it will be that day. ayie said that her mom will be going home soon because of the "earthquake". after hearing that news, my heartbeat went really really fast! i really don't know what to do. my mama was in Baguio my papa went somewhere and i'm the only one left at home to look after my brother and sister. i really felt terrible! i was praying the rosary, the television's on, i was thinking what to do in case the earthquake came. whew! since i didn't know the time when will the said earthquake will come, my eyes were glued on the tv from CNN to ANC and good thing ANC brought the news that the rumors weren't true and people are really exaggerating. it's like this, (a good news and a bad news) good news! a friend of Sr. Reodica said that it's true that an earthquake will happen but it'll be between the years 2005 to 2010 but the bad news wass it can really happen anytime.
april 16 saturday, oh bliss! my mama came from their retreat in Baguio. it was Ianah's birthday!
april 17 sunday, joy! good thing i set my YM on the "i'm on SMS" mode that's why Nikki had the chance to talk to me. We talked but only for a limited time because me nad my family were about to go to mass. i hope we can still talk again.
april 18 monday, my 5th day in piano lessons. i can say i'm having fun. i also watched the movie "enough" in HBO i really adore the movie with the tag line "self - defense isn't murder" and gracie (tessa allen) was really adorable and cute and JLo was definitely a smart woman. the world really need that kind of woman esp. in countries who have a large no. of battered wives.
and today, april 21 thursday, my 6th day in piano lesson (twice a week every monday and thursday) i learned so much .

i'm so glad ayie and i are talking every now and then. it helps so much especially when i'm really bored.

pssssst!

2005-04-11T16:19:00.000-07:00

it's quite a long time since one of my good friends left for the States,kyla (her family's not sure if they'll be returning). I was suppose to call her tuesday night kasi i thought they will be leaving wednesday but then i talked to aileen (tuesday afternoon) and she said it was rescheduled on april 8, friday so i decided to call her thursday night. Thursday night came, i was trying to call her but then their phone was just ringing so i decided to text her and i waited for her reply. But unfortunately, she did not. Hoping that they will leave afternoon that Friday i called her up (friday, 830 am) but the one answered the phone said... "umalis na..." with a stuttering voice. i really felt so guilty because i really promised her that i will call her or i will see her before they will leave. Sadly, i did not. I really felt bad the whole day thinking na baka they will stay there for good na. During that day, good thing aileen called at least medyo na lessen yung heavy feeling kasi may nakausap ako.ü

abs

2005-04-06T17:55:00.000-07:00

today, is the birthday of my dearest friend... Alica!...

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you! happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to you!

tomorrow, i'll be having again, piano lessons. yey! so fun but at first medyo nakakalito. i got na pala my card last saturday, joy!, i passed!ü and i felt medyo sad last night kasi first: our mama got mad at us, second: i thought aalis na si kyla ngayon but bliss! sa friday pa pala and third: i'm just merely bored, nothing to do ( sobrang babaw ko ata, sad ako dahil walang magawa...). All day i'm just watching movies kung hindi sa HBO sa Star Movies, or Cartoons! Mr. Bean or anything on Disney channel. Walang makausap! kahit sa ym, aileen texted me para mag - online but she texted me mga 2:30 or 3:00 but sadly, i'm sleeping that time kaya nag - online na ako mga 4:00 and unfortunately, wala na siya. I miss everyone in school! epapellas (my ever dearest friends!), WANTEN!, teachers(?), responsibilities, homeworks,seatworks,projects, reports,lunch times, stress and pressure, yung mga " taranta" times, yung mga days na pagdating mo pa lang ng bahay from school haharap ka na sa computer and do what your supposed to do and yung mga days na halos di na natutulog just to meet deadlines haaaay... sobrang nakakamiss! how i really wish i could go back to those times. ito nanaman ako... reminiscing.